My brother was here staying on my couch for a couple nights, left this morning - i meant to get him into cavern to visit, but we were too busy watching awful movies, oh well
He was in town as a witness in a yet another trial against his ex wife Jackie. Shes a psychopath - no really, she was diagnosed last year!
So yet again, my life was turned upside down to accommodate my family. Amazing how they assume they can walk over me and disrupt my life whenever they need - but thats the important word - "need" - and i'll let them walk over me if they need. Pfft family, gotta love em!
When I started writing this blogpost I had a clear idea in mind what I would be talking about - the whole "witness protection" thing with my family... but with just having had *another* trial, i havent sorted out how i feel about it all again now, so if i started writing id never stop.
This whole thing has almost broken me so many times now, i'm just afraid that one day it will. Venting is something i do need to do, but I just dont have that many words right now, and venting to my family isn't an option - they just make it feel worse.
Is is a fascinating story though lol, this woman J is truly unbelievable!
But right now, I'm still confused about that, and every time i have escaped to forum reading or cavern, theyre talking about how to vote 5 reps in some way thats fair - just getting stupid. I'm staying out of it so far, my brutally honest opinion isn't one they need to hear just yet. Probably they never will lol - not like i'd be in the running - i already know who is most likely to be "elected" and unfortunately, i probably count myself among those who won't be too happy if that happens.
Something new would be nice - something good. something to break my endless routine of working working working sleeping with small UU breaks and the odd sing.
hmmm first i need sleep, then i'll think about something new.
So maybe later on i'll try and fit *the story* into a post, until then, if you wanna know and know where to find me, ask - its easier to tell in a conversation ;)
He was in town as a witness in a yet another trial against his ex wife Jackie. Shes a psychopath - no really, she was diagnosed last year!
So yet again, my life was turned upside down to accommodate my family. Amazing how they assume they can walk over me and disrupt my life whenever they need - but thats the important word - "need" - and i'll let them walk over me if they need. Pfft family, gotta love em!
When I started writing this blogpost I had a clear idea in mind what I would be talking about - the whole "witness protection" thing with my family... but with just having had *another* trial, i havent sorted out how i feel about it all again now, so if i started writing id never stop.
This whole thing has almost broken me so many times now, i'm just afraid that one day it will. Venting is something i do need to do, but I just dont have that many words right now, and venting to my family isn't an option - they just make it feel worse.
Is is a fascinating story though lol, this woman J is truly unbelievable!
But right now, I'm still confused about that, and every time i have escaped to forum reading or cavern, theyre talking about how to vote 5 reps in some way thats fair - just getting stupid. I'm staying out of it so far, my brutally honest opinion isn't one they need to hear just yet. Probably they never will lol - not like i'd be in the running - i already know who is most likely to be "elected" and unfortunately, i probably count myself among those who won't be too happy if that happens.
Something new would be nice - something good. something to break my endless routine of working working working sleeping with small UU breaks and the odd sing.
hmmm first i need sleep, then i'll think about something new.
So maybe later on i'll try and fit *the story* into a post, until then, if you wanna know and know where to find me, ask - its easier to tell in a conversation ;)
posted by Jen at 9:42 PM
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